4 years and nothing to show for it?

Well I say that is not going to happen on my watch. Being in college is supposed to be the best years of your life, and I must say I can agree with that, except for ONE THING, that is trying to get a girl. You out there may say its easier than you know what, others might be in the same boat, or even more worse than I am. I consider myself a very attractive guy, one who requires some maintenance in the morning, but once I get going I feel I can be a looker. So why am I saying all this? Well quite simply it doesn't matter how good you look, yes looks are a key part in getting a girls attention, girls like a good looking man. However one issue, you still have to go up to the girl and talk to her, and that is where I come to a halting stop. For some reason I just don't have it in me to do that, for fear of rejection, they have a boyfriend, or some other factor that I might not even know about that could come from it. For my whole life I have dealt with this, I know a lot of girls, they are all taken, the non taken ones aren't attractive, inside or out at times, and are kind of odd in the head since I hang out with very different people. I don't consider myself any stereotype except for maybe an art student, but even then I am the typical hippie/tattoo covered starting art student who smokes 4 packs a day. So why am I babbling on like this for no reason whatsoever? Well quite simply this is to mark the last time I am going to deal with this, from this date forward starting Wednesday(Cant be tomorrow Im in class all day) I am undergoing one of the last series of transformations before I am unleashed in the real world where it might be harder or easier, I have no idea! All I know is that I refuse to keep excepting failure when it comes to women, everyone deserves someone and I believe that I deserve the very best and CAN get the very best. I am 21, I recently just started being a social drinker with friends and more outgoing, I feel this is all going in the right direction for breaking me out of my shy mold. While I will still retain some of the shyness I know that it will slowly go away little by little. SO mark my words on this day Feb 15 2010, Marco Antionio Lamar will no longer deal with the same issues he has had his whole life with women. He is going out and he will be a champion!